I think I still can’t get to see you I can’t tell you I love you personally Have you ever fall in love with me? Or we’re just normal friends?
Chosen to leave you is the hardest Why do we regret after leaving each other
To hold back my tears telling you I’m not hurt To say goodbye and not wanting to see you again To leave you and showing you I no longer love you As if everything is normal, my hearts actually hurts.
In case you think of our past Can you please don’t forget it?
That wish last year Once again it did not came true Why after so many years She still refused to accept
The only birthday wish Already so many years had passed Still couldn’t change it What should I do
Listen to my soul, listen to my heart break The sight of your back resemble a train leaving a station Getting further and leaving me behind I wanted to board the trip of love But your ignorance always stopped me
Love is like two person Pulling each end of the rubber band and the one injured Will always be the one who doesn’t bear to release the hand The moment you decided to leave My birthday wish Is to be together with you
Every single birthday Hand held tight, I wishes seriously Hoping that you could hear me The message that I can’t bear u
*Your photo remains by the side of my bed I’m sleeping by myself Thought of the departure of yours My heart tried sorrowfully
The moment I saw you and him There’s unspoken pain on my chest Turning back watching your back Walking away further once again
I want to forget the present and return to the past Continued to protect and love you
Cheated myself, hypnotised myself Chosen to love you discreetly Staying in the illusion with not a piece of regret
Anaesthetized myself, into myself All I wanted is to see your smile forever Please think of me, please love me.
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Cheated myself, hypnotised myself Chosen to love you discreetly Staying in the illusion with not a piece of regret All I wanted is to see your smile forever Please think of me, please love me. Love me.
Despite the long separation, you still remains in my heart Despite the far separation, I still loves you Wanted to shout out loud to you how much I missed you Another day passed yet you are still not around
*Is love really only hoping that one have happiness Hoping that she is happy I’m just hiding at one side witnessing My happiness being taken away by someone else Does love ever thought of me or remember me Does it realised that I still loves you and still waiting for you Please do not forget me
Time flies, the feeling towards you The misses I had for you, it always increasing not decreasing Whenever someone talks about you, my heart beats faster However, all this feelings, do you know it?
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Whenever someone talks about you, my heart beats faster However, all this feelings, do you know it?
昨夜的恶梦 让我领悟到 (The nightmare yesterday night made we realised) 自己有多么没有用 (how useless I am) 你的离开我的哭泣 (your absence, my tears) 好像现实生活一样 (as though it resemble the reality life)
醒来后的我 应该开心吗 (The awaken me, should I be happy) 还是应该做心里准备 (Or should I be mentally prepared) 不知何故梦虽是梦 我却感觉到 (No idea why, dream is just a dream, I still feels that) 心里好想已经被你给伤透了 (my heart has already been hurt by you)
伪装微笑 装作没事 过这每一秒 (Spending every second, faking my smile, as though nothing happened) 不在爱你 口是心非 过这每一天 (Spending every day, saying I don’t love you but means another way in the heart) 夜深人静时 突然感到无助的自己 我好想你 (When nights fall, suddenly I felt helpless, I misses you) 我的眼泪 终是掉落 当我想起你 (my tears always drops whenever I think of you) 时间过了 那么久了 还是爱着你 (time flies, it’s so long ago, I still love you) 我们的缘分 是不是已经消失掉了 不见掉了 (our fate, is it gone, it is missing)
你不闻不问 我痴痴等着 (you ignore, I waited stubbornly ) 我们又该如何沟通能 (how are we gonna communicate) 每当我到外走走时 都想遇见你 (Whenever I went out for a scroll, I hope I’ll get to see you) 但是希望它终是会变成失望 (however, hope always ended up in disappointment)
伪装微笑 装作没事 过这每一秒 (Spending every second, faking my smile, as though nothing happened) 不在爱你 口是心非 过这每一天 (Spending every day, saying I don’t love you but means another way in the heart) 夜深人静时 突然感到无助的自己 我好想你 (When nights fall, suddenly I felt helpless, I misses you) 我在笑着 我在快乐 都是伪装着 (I’m laughing, I’m happy, Everything is a fake) 你的离开 我的失落 都是真实的 (Your absence, my sadness, Everything is real) 我们的关系 突然变成和路人一样 都很陌生 (the relationship between us, are like by passer, so unfamiliar)
还在等待 还在伪装 不知你好吗 (Still waiting, still faking, Don’t know whether are you fine or not) 想打电话 听你说话 却没有勇气 (Feels like calling you and listen to your voice but no courage) 我在等待着 在等我的永恒告诉我 我回来了 (I’m waiting, waiting for my forever to tell me, I’ve returned.)
Simple guy next door that loves music! I ain't great in musical instrument, that's why chosen to compose, re-compose lyrics. At the same time, it helps me to express my feelings in another form of way too. Hope you enjoy your stay here. Any enquires, please leave me an email @ goh.steven@ymail.com